we stood on a chicago rooftop and aimed high. 
we shot the sun and watched it fall. 
a sad and holy glow streaming off of every single 
northern facade in the city made by men made by god. 
one hundred thousand steps from here to there, 
a thousand miles, 
a thousand faces, 
a million trees. 
I returned to where they laid joseph's body. 
the coat from his father now the ground,
 every thread a tree 
and shining colors fit for a prince 
among twelve brothers.
what's your favorite thing about the holy scriptures? 
they asked in unison as foreign tongues 
and foreign feet beat the air and,
 and, 
ground above a flooded plaster ceiling.
that they are holy. and that you are asking. 
and what about words you'll never say? 
which ones are those? 
_____________, _____, _______, 
and, __________. 
I will never say these words.
It's snowing in indiana in my sleep 
and the city that never sleeps 
is still never sleeping 
and the band that played the final note 
as you and i walked 
through those
the friends that we never made 
are back in their beds (CA and IL, respectively) 
and you are around at movie theaters 
and at bonfires
and on the back porches 
of friends that we never made together 
and at home 
and at the other end of a telephone line 
with someone else 
and I will be home next week 
or in three months 
or tomorrow 
or some day after that one.
 
 
