I'm listening to these songs
all day long & quietly mourning the loss of my iPod.
Megan I still love you
I will never ever ever ever ever understand people who don't listen to music.
the radio does NOT count
& maybe I'm using the term listen too lightly.
it may be my personality to kind of react extremely underwhelmed about most things,
Cynicism, I think that's what they're calling it these days.
and over-dramatically excited, moved, enthusiastic etc. about other things.
94% of the time I think that no one ever feels like I do.
I have some pretty giant communication issues
so maybe this will shed a little bit of light on a portion of who I am.
I would rather say nothing than realize I have lost your interest.
I will say this until I die or until I find a better way to say it.
I can't describe how I feel. Ever.
"i love you" is barely a footnote.
AND EVEN IF I COULD -
I will always think that you could never fully "get" it.
I'm an asshole.
So on with this whole music thing.
I get into it.
Really really really really into it.
Like it takes me somewhere.
This is sort of silly. Even as I write this I'm thinking that
no one will understand what I'm talking about.
That no one really cares how happy this Cold War Kids song makes me or
how I feel like Transatlanticism and Left & Leaving were written
specifically for me.
I could talk about this for days.
Enjoy listening to this. Find something in it.
