A FEW THINGS
as i'm sitting in my apartment (which still doesn't feel like home) i'm wondering/considering the following:
*01. why am i suddenly really into rap/electronic music? i mean, i've always liked it, but seriously.
02. i have a huge obstacle that i have realized i may be overcoming. sunday night i was asked to do something for someone that i did not want to do but did anyway and afterwards found that i was practically beating myself up because i didn't recieve the kind of praise or thanks that i assumed was necessary. after laying at my pity party for a few SHORT minutes something clicked in my head, that i did those things out of love, nothing else. i don't need someone to thank me for loving them and i'm alright with that. (slowly)
03. i just ate an entire bag of croutons.
04. my gas bill is due... oh, tomorrow. and i have less than thirty dollars. my royalty check should be coming soon.
05. i have some really good pictures that i'll post tomorrow when either A)i am not so lazy or B) i remember to bring my camera inside.
06. my fixed gear bicycle obsession is everlasting.
07. I flushed the cat. I really really really hate him, and he was drinking out of the toilet while i was getting ready. perfect opportunity. Swoop, dunk, flush, wet cat.
08. I hate the election. I hate that society is pulling the "change the world by voting for one of these two choices" card to the younger generation who is seemily able to change the world in other actually impacting, purposeful ways which brings me to
09, Dear Tara, the cambodia ball will not roll itself.
*the same goes for radiodisney. AND chris brown.
