i'm pretty much confusion, personified, and freezing. & everytime i get away from you i don't know what to think. i feel out of control. i have dreams that we are dancing, on bridges, in driveways. it is cold, i am shaking, and these gloves, well, they do nothing i want them to do. & sometimes i want to clutch my throat &scream at us in a rasping voice that everything is NOT okay and this is NOT normal and that we were NOT meant to have crawling obsessions with bones and blood and cigarette smoke. in the throes of passion, we forget ourselves. I had a revelation today. It was good & I am very happy where I am, you know, here in constant relationship. I have for so long been looking right through something that was thisclosetomyface and FINALLY! thank God. oh, & these things would be really nice to have: |
AND- we saw a girl with the best hair ever today at F21. It was probably an inch long all over with this sweet longer pompadaurus rex thing in the front.
I want it for summer hair.
We're at F21 way too much. They recognized us the other day.
Sad.
